In the Beginning II
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
*hugs*
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i can't wait to talk to you tomorrow
Masochrist says:
*tightly returns the hug*
Masochrist says:
nor can I wait to talk to you
Masochrist says:
hopefully it will be much calmer
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
^^
Masochrist says:
even though, for some reason, you seem to enjoy my frequent apologies
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
*nods*
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i'm wierd like that
Masochrist says:
well if you wish to call that weird
Masochrist says:
then I obviously love some very weird things
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
what do you mean?
Masochrist says:
nothing, maybe I shouldn't have said it
Masochrist says:
nevermind
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
*confused*
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
really, tell me
Masochrist says:
it was just a stupid comment
Masochrist says:
that I didn't think about before saying
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
if you are sure
Masochrist says:
I was only saying how dearly I care for you, as I have before
Masochrist says:
I just had a stupid way of doing it
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
... oh my ...
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
u were saying...
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
*covers mouth*
Masochrist says:
may I ask what you believe Im saying, so I can be sure its not
something else? you're making a very big deal of it
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
oh yes, you are right
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i'm making a very big deal and you were probably not saying such
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
^_^ *laughs at herself* sorry
Masochrist says:
may I ask what you thought I was saying?
Masochrist says:
or is it any of my business?
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
if it is about you, it is your business
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
you said "then I obviously love some very weird things" and I thought
since I said I was weird that you meant, you .. loved me .. *silly me*
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
sorry for making it into more...
Masochrist says:
that is what I meant
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
O.O
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
*blink blink*
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
daniel...
Masochrist says:
why the ellipses and tiny font?
Masochrist says:
I screwed up
Masochrist says:
I shouldn't have said it
Masochrist says:
whyd I say it?
Masochrist says:
stupid stupid stupid
Masochrist says:
;_;
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
noooo
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
don't cry
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
please
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
don't be upset
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
or hurt
Masochrist says:
you hate me now, cuz you're all quiet
Masochrist says:
because once more I didn't think
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
or nothing. be your beautiflu self
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
no no no
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i don't hate you
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i'm not like that
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i promise!
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
and i keep my promises i do
Masochrist says:
well you're all silent, because I said something stupid
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i'm all silent cuz i don't know what to say
Masochrist says:
is it a good or bad silence?
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
dag, u have awful timing dearest...that's for sure
Masochrist says:
?
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i cannot call you and i should be getting to bed. but i mustn't
leave until u know i'm ok
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
it is neither good or bad. however, pondering to search for
purpose and reason...is good.
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i am ok that you said it. one of us would have sooner or later
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
however, i know it may still be infatuation. it can be a strong
thing. not saying that i know your feelings better than you *plz
forgive if it sounds that way*... i've just had many relationships and
crushes...they can be similar
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
this is why i haven't said this to you yet. i'm not sure
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
and i don't want to lead u on
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
if i haven't already
Masochrist says:
I've led myself to anything I've decided
Masochrist says:
and thats what I've decided
Masochrist says:
I decided it awhile ago, before infatuation could have been brought
into the picture
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
a while?
Masochrist says:
before I let it be known to you that I cared for you
Masochrist says:
I did
Masochrist says:
on that level
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
*is touched deeply* wow
Masochrist says:
I was just afraid to tell you
Masochrist says:
then I let it be known that I did to a point, but I was still afraid to
tell it all
Masochrist says:
and I had good reason to be
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
good reason?
Masochrist says:
it caused... controversy, for lack of a better word
Masochrist says:
confusion
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
ah, yea
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
well i don't want to talk about that anymore
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
they can go suck lemons for all i care
Masochrist says:
no, I meant just now
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
lol, for all i care the lemons can suck them!
Masochrist says:
between me and you
Masochrist says:
when I let the rest of it out, it caused confusion
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
y is there confusion between us? i just was unsure what u meant.
Masochrist says:
I personally don't care how they feel about it anymore
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
Daniel, what confusion?
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
...
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
sorry i'm being impatient but i have to get to bed
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
but i want to know
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
Daniel... r u there?
Masochrist says:
sorry
Masochrist says:
what else do you wish to know?
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
what confusion you are talking about
Masochrist says:
Ill tell you and you can depart unto your beautiful slumber
Masochrist says:
all this just now, the silence, my fear of you hating me, and your
feeling that it was just infatuation
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
^^ silly
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
that's not confusion...just response
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
and not the kind you wanted at that
Masochrist says:
well the response confused me
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
lol
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
*hugs*
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
it's all good
Masochrist says:
*returns the hug*
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
we still friends, right?
Masochrist says:
of course
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
*yay*
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
i'm never mad when you say what's from your heart. you have a
beautiful spirit, that the Holy Spirit has shown to me
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
you just have to let it free and have bravery about yourself
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
thank you for showing it. and know that i love you too...however, for
now it is the love of a true person. I see this in you and it is
only God that I see. For I know that He made us all and if He is
Love there is Love within each of us.
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
I know it's not always infatuation or the "acceptance" but it is love
b/c that is what we are drawn to. unfortunately no one can show
Love Perfectly, yet in our attempts we see glimpses
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
it is something one cannot ever give up on
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
good night sweet Daniel
Masochrist says:
goodnight
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
once more *hugs* u r ok?
Masochrist says:
of course, Im always okay
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
u sure!?
Masochrist says:
of course Im sure
loves Celes, appreciates Ink, arm-wrestles Chris, prays with
Ann, close-lines Aaron, & throws pie at Shinja says:
*is worried* ok, bye-e
Masochrist says:
gnight
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