Sunday, Dec. 21st 2003
gamemasterchris2k1: I didn't mean to interrupt you
lady_blue_skyrose: no love
lady_blue_skyrose: i had taken a nap and woke up about an hour ago
gamemasterchris2k1: ah
lady_blue_skyrose: i had a dream
gamemasterchris2k1: what about my love?
lady_blue_skyrose: it was about work
lady_blue_skyrose: i haven't dreamed about the job since i started and
it was an odd one
lady_blue_skyrose: i've been searching for the meaning ever since
gamemasterchris2k1: hmm
gamemasterchris2k1: may I ask what happened in it my dear?
lady_blue_skyrose: only if u truly wish to know
gamemasterchris2k1: I do angel
lady_blue_skyrose: i will assume u do.
lady_blue_skyrose: ^^
lady_blue_skyrose: um
lady_blue_skyrose: first, how r u?
gamemasterchris2k1: I am fine angel, at first sad because I believed I
wouldn't have been able to talk to you since our time yesterday
gamemasterchris2k1: but now *kisses her forehead* you've brightened
things up
lady_blue_skyrose: i'm glad
lady_blue_skyrose: hey love, I found this rating site for website hosts
gamemasterchris2k1: hmm
gamemasterchris2k1: has it helped?
lady_blue_skyrose: and they rated globat as horrible (as expected) but
this new one Ipowerweb.. they also rated as pretty bad. there was
one that was rated as really good. anyway, i was going to rate
globat but changed my mind. I saw how to sign up and
everything. so i'm guessing the ratings were real b/c anyone
could sign up. i really like this one so i sent it all to Ink
telling her to check out the rating site
lady_blue_skyrose: she says the research she did on globat gave her
good ratings (which I still don't know where she got that from since
they were horrible) and she says this site i found is an affiliate site
getting paid for rating and that the raitings are probably fake
gamemasterchris2k1: are you sure she doesn't secretly work for globat
love?
lady_blue_skyrose: but just the fact that i myself could rate a host
makes me think otherwise
gamemasterchris2k1: ya
gamemasterchris2k1: and considering what you've experienced so far, it
holds up your findings
lady_blue_skyrose: yes, Inkhana doesn't work anywhere. her family
is weird and she's always crying about not being able to leave home
(and she's 21). yea that's what I was thinking. she really
likes Ipower cuz her dad uses it, but another day and still no response
from them
gamemasterchris2k1: hmm
gamemasterchris2k1: looks like you should try this list angel, go as
high on it as you can afford
lady_blue_skyrose: even globat has gotten back to me about
bluepetal.com since Friday, and I know I should've forgotten about it
but I called both globat and Ipower today. Globat actually
answered the phone and gave me something..even tho' they still are not
helpful. Ipowerweb didn't even answer the phone after 20 minutes
and I left a msg with no call-back. I'm thinking if they were not
open today and then why was i listening to that "waiting" music?
It would've just said we're open M-F 6-6pm or something y'know.
and how many calls did they get on a Sunday where they couldn't call me
back? stuff like that is so frustrating.
gamemasterchris2k1: while you've still got your moneyback on ipower
gamemasterchris2k1: *nods*
gamemasterchris2k1: I can see quite well how it would be angel
lady_blue_skyrose: yea. do you have time to look at this rating
site? since Ink was negative about it (after I got happy) I would
like your opinion
gamemasterchris2k1: of course
lady_blue_skyrose: http://www.findmyhosting.com
gamemasterchris2k1: already dear, it looks quite creditable
lady_blue_skyrose: it seems real, I mean they give you a tutorial on
how to do your own research and everything. I did the search for
Ipower and got all their stats. You can see individual comments
by customers too. AND (which I thought was wierd) when you go to
rate a host, they want your website address so they can check to see if
you really are a customer of that host and not just somebody doing
something.
gamemasterchris2k1: was Ink trying to say a certain company might be
hosting it, with fake results to credit them?
gamemasterchris2k1: if thats the case we can try 2 different searches,
and if they bring back entirely different things, it seems like a quite
beleivable (and useful) sourse
gamemasterchris2k1: ^source
lady_blue_skyrose: no she said that this site findmyhost was an
affiliate site
lady_blue_skyrose: so companies sign up and pay them per click
gamemasterchris2k1: mm
lady_blue_skyrose: so if they are paid a lot by say Ipowerweb, then
they'd give a good review of them therefore giving more clicks
gamemasterchris2k1: well dear, it doesn't look like that to me
lady_blue_skyrose: me neither and i'm wondering how'd she get that
lady_blue_skyrose: i mean does it say it or she's guessing
gamemasterchris2k1: I don't see anything that could lead her to make
that conclusion love
lady_blue_skyrose: me neither. i'm reading the terms of use right
now to make sure
lady_blue_skyrose: cuz if it's NOT like she says, then I'm going with
the new host that their survey thing came up with. after entering
what i wanted (like some of these car sites ^_~) it gives you a list
that fits your needs and you can look at their stats, uptime, etc.
gamemasterchris2k1: sounds very useful angel
lady_blue_skyrose: i like them already b/c you can call and make your
own package of what you want for a web domain
gamemasterchris2k1: and they'll probably actually pick up unlike ipower
lady_blue_skyrose: they had great reviews, only 1 person gave a really
bad review but I don't expect perfection
lady_blue_skyrose: yea!
lady_blue_skyrose: lol
lady_blue_skyrose: look at Ipower's stuff:
http://www.findmyhosting.com/detail.asp?host=1195&plan=9847&pos=0&sid=&ty=
gamemasterchris2k1: eww
gamemasterchris2k1: looks kinda gross
lady_blue_skyrose: lol, their numbers are horrid
gamemasterchris2k1: Respondent assessment of this hosts technical
support department
gamemasterchris2k1: They are poor in this area - very
unresponsive 44%
gamemasterchris2k1: and if this place was an affiliate site, then it
wouldn't have mixed comments in here
gamemasterchris2k1: it would have either mostly poor, or mostly good
lady_blue_skyrose: yep
lady_blue_skyrose: i just found on their About Us page:
lady_blue_skyrose: There are no "suggested hosts" or any directory
positioning that could sway your preference towards hosting companies
just because they paid an advertising fee.
lady_blue_skyrose: and in their terms of use it says that they don't
support them in any way
gamemasterchris2k1: they just find sites most appropriate for what
you're asking for, correct?
lady_blue_skyrose: that's what everything points to
gamemasterchris2k1: sorting by relevance and ratings
gamemasterchris2k1: thats exactly what it looks like
lady_blue_skyrose: i just had to check since PEOPLE want to put doubts
in my head
lady_blue_skyrose: and by People I mean the devil >.>
gamemasterchris2k1: *hugs her* Im sorry dear
lady_blue_skyrose: ^_^ it's ok
lady_blue_skyrose: at least i'm smart enough to look and not keep
wondering
lady_blue_skyrose: if i haven't talked too much u still wanna hear the
dream?
gamemasterchris2k1: *nods*
gamemasterchris2k1: I do angel
lady_blue_skyrose: ^_^
lady_blue_skyrose: i had to send Ink mail on that topic
lady_blue_skyrose: so the dream
gamemasterchris2k1: *lightly sits, pulling her into his lap and listens
intently*
lady_blue_skyrose: ok i try to eat breakfast at work most days cuz I
get sick sometimes when i skip and work hard. but i usually
*blushes at his reaction* um, usually I just fix something microwavable
or pop tarts and go to my desk.. ok this is irl
gamemasterchris2k1: *nods*
lady_blue_skyrose: so in the dream, i went into the kitchen to make
breakfast and for some stupid reason i had cereal...i never eat cereal
at work cuz it's messy
lady_blue_skyrose: the weird part was that my boss and this guy in HR
was in the kitchen sitting, casually eating brkft. they always
eat lunch together so that's not the big thing.. it was the fact that
NO ONE sits in the kitchen and eats brkft cuz we're on the clock
lady_blue_skyrose: we greeted each other and i poured my cereal in a
bowl.. then this janitor guy (he was old and seemed w/the firm for
years! but irl there is no janitor guy) comes over to where i'm at and
tries to use this machine
gamemasterchris2k1: mmhmm
lady_blue_skyrose: i guess for coffee, but the cups are stuck.
irl our coffee machine sometimes gets stuck and other times the coffee
is nasty and everyone complains. the janitor tells Bonnie (my
boss) and she's like indifferent or non-caring about the machine
lady_blue_skyrose: he exits to get something to fix the machine.
meanwhile i have finished "making" my brkft but something is wrong with
it
lady_blue_skyrose: it's like hard or something.. so i go over to the
vending machine (by this time the other HR guy has gone to his office
but Bon is still around) to get some milk
lady_blue_skyrose: I find some but it's not the "good" kind so I keep
looking.. all of this is taking up a mighty long time compared to most
days of me getting brkft. like i said it's odd. I finally
find some GOOD milk
lady_blue_skyrose: I'm happy and goes over to my bowl (re-enters the
janitor and begins fixing machine). I scrap out the old milk
somehow, cleans my spoon and pours in this luxurious milk. it's
like silky smooth and really pure. I'm happy now with my new
milk, and even tho' it took 15minutes! I tell myself not to worry
b/c if my boss can lounge out at brkft time and do nothing, I can fix
my brkft...which messed up on me by no fault of my own and go to my
desk to work/eat.
lady_blue_skyrose: that's how it ended and i woke up
gamemasterchris2k1: ...mmkay?
gamemasterchris2k1: hmm *strokes chin*
lady_blue_skyrose: i don't know why cereal
gamemasterchris2k1: if you want to believe theres significance, then
let me see
lady_blue_skyrose: i don't know why the fascination with milk
gamemasterchris2k1: the milk, I believe thats to show that you aren't
satisfied with what you have
lady_blue_skyrose: milk isn't my favorite thing y'know... it actually
makes me sick sometimes
lady_blue_skyrose: but i love cereal
gamemasterchris2k1: you know theres a better job for you, that you'll
enjoy more, so you look for it, you find it and you're happy
lady_blue_skyrose: like this morning irl i ate the end of my Cinnamon
Toast Crunch ^_^
gamemasterchris2k1: but you don't usually eat cereal as you said
lady_blue_skyrose: tru
gamemasterchris2k1: maybe thats to represent the fact that you want
something that you love, instead of what you normally have (poptarts,
muffin, etc)
lady_blue_skyrose: hm
lady_blue_skyrose: let me ask this
lady_blue_skyrose: if u dreamed that...after not having many dreams in
many months, what would you think about it? put yourself in my
shoes
gamemasterchris2k1: I would probably first be startled, and try to find
the significance of it, as it seems you're doing
gamemasterchris2k1: then I'd think maybe its a sign
lady_blue_skyrose: that's what I thought, when I stumbled out the bed
lady_blue_skyrose: that God was giving me a sign that He has opened the
door to leave and that it's not just selfish or laziness
gamemasterchris2k1: *nods*
gamemasterchris2k1: dear, this may sound really weird
gamemasterchris2k1: but I think thats the significance of the janitor
lady_blue_skyrose: huh
gamemasterchris2k1: Im not trying to compare our Father to a janitor
gamemasterchris2k1: but it looks like that may have been a signature in
a sense, showing He was going to fix things
gamemasterchris2k1: you just have to trust Him
lady_blue_skyrose: hm
gamemasterchris2k1: tis just a guess angel, maybe Im overthinking it
lady_blue_skyrose: :-?
lady_blue_skyrose: well i was thinking the janitor was
like...symbolizing ppl who have been at the firm a long time and keep
running into the same problems. that those same difficulties
appear and the longer i stay the less ppl will pay attn to my opinions
or complaints
gamemasterchris2k1: I think thats kind of what your boss represented
lady_blue_skyrose: b/c it seemed at first, like my first 3 mo. or so,
Bonnie would pay attn to everything, if I needed work, had a problem,
or if she could fit me into a plan ^_^ it was cool. but as time
went by she pays less and less to my needs as an employee
lady_blue_skyrose: yea perhaps
gamemasterchris2k1: *nods*
gamemasterchris2k1: but integrating that into the janitor thing, it
seems more like hes been there a while (as you said) but you didn't
really notice him, kind of like our Father has always been here, even
if many don't get to see Him
gamemasterchris2k1: and of course it seems like Bonnie is just rather
indifferent to the whole thing
lady_blue_skyrose: hm perhaps that too! yes! b/c my first
day (orientation) Bon took me to lunch and I asked what her beliefs was
and she said Catholic. Which I'm not fond of that "religion", but
they still believe in the Trinity right...she soo doesn't act it.
I've seen things she's done that was totally opposite from a
Christ-like behavior. Like she..she doesn't take it to heart.
gamemasterchris2k1: mm
lady_blue_skyrose: Love thank you so much for the website ^_^ it's so
nicey and I like how you made the pic page. But sweet, will there
be a scrolly on that page, I mean if the pics are big will they fit?
gamemasterchris2k1: once we insert the pictures, it will scroll up and
down, Im going to try to prevent a side scroll
lady_blue_skyrose: yea, i hate side scroll >.>
lady_blue_skyrose: so yea, that's my dream and why i was pondering it's
mysteries
lady_blue_skyrose: sorry
lady_blue_skyrose: it logged me out as usual
lady_blue_skyrose: i just said:
gamemasterchris2k1: tis quite alright love *hugs her*
lady_blue_skyrose: Rose: yea, i hate side scroll >.>
Rose: so yea, that's my dream and why i was pondering it's mysteries
gamemasterchris2k1: well love, it seems like a significant dream, if
you can figure out its exacts
lady_blue_skyrose: thank you my beautiful boyfriend *hugs him back*
gamemasterchris2k1: *smiles and kisses the top of her head*
lady_blue_skyrose: ^^
lady_blue_skyrose: love i've been getting weak
gamemasterchris2k1: shall I let you slumber angel?
lady_blue_skyrose: no not yet
gamemasterchris2k1: *squeezes her*
lady_blue_skyrose: i mean in general. i'm not the strongest
person, but i've noticed that i haven't been eating well.. i've been
really burned out from grocery shopping so i haven't really gone in a
while by myself.. i haven't exercised in how long..i haven't been
building my muscles and sitting at the desk doesn't help. i hate
just sitting there all day. i mean really from 8:30-10 or 11am i
might not move! it's so horrible sometimes i wonder why i even
wanted to do that. so yea
lady_blue_skyrose: *kisses his cheek for listening to her*
gamemasterchris2k1: poor love
gamemasterchris2k1: *returns her soft kiss, because hes happy to be
able to listen to her*
lady_blue_skyrose: ^^
lady_blue_skyrose: *squeezes him suddenly* ^_____^
lady_blue_skyrose: Two Because of One
A match made in Heaven
lady_blue_skyrose: how cute
gamemasterchris2k1: Im glad you like it angel
gamemasterchris2k1: hopefully the final result will turn out as nicely
as your enjoyment of things so far
lady_blue_skyrose: hee
lady_blue_skyrose: i know it will
lady_blue_skyrose: it'll be fun
gamemasterchris2k1: *smiles*
gamemasterchris2k1: would you like me to go ahead and give you the
password angel?
lady_blue_skyrose: y'know, i had this strange call today @_@ today was
just strange
lady_blue_skyrose: yes plzz
gamemasterchris2k1: <+Daniel gave the password here+>
gamemasterchris2k1: what call did you get my love?
lady_blue_skyrose: <font color="#5c2f66">^<font
color="#502a7e">^ *blush* *blush* *blush *blush*
gamemasterchris2k1: *smiles*
lady_blue_skyrose: i don't know who it was
lady_blue_skyrose: i didn't answer
gamemasterchris2k1: why was it strange then angel?
lady_blue_skyrose: it was on my cell and it was a 216 area code.
the only one that would call me on my cell in this area code (and I
don't know the number) is Jay. cuz it seems he calls so far
inbetween and he calls from dif places, usually the hospital when he
decides to call me.. yea, when he's near death he thinks about
me.
lady_blue_skyrose: perhaps his mind says that i am an angel.. but i
cannot save him
gamemasterchris2k1: mm
lady_blue_skyrose: he has always thought that since we got together,
only b/c i released his mindset, but it was not me! he never got
that no matter what i said.
lady_blue_skyrose: i was hoping it was you love
gamemasterchris2k1: Im sorry ange
lady_blue_skyrose: tho i know u have no money for a card
gamemasterchris2k1: I dearly wish I did
lady_blue_skyrose: so love how do i get in?
gamemasterchris2k1: go to____________
gamemasterchris2k1: and theres a link at the top that says member login
gamemasterchris2k1: or something like that
gamemasterchris2k1: ____ is our screen name, _____ is the password
gamemasterchris2k1: and from there look for file manager
gamemasterchris2k1: if it doesn't let you in, I can try logging out
angel
lady_blue_skyrose: k love
lady_blue_skyrose: i'm just looking at your quizzes and i don't think i
saw before that you took one from FF8... you're Squall ^_^ i wonder if
I'm Rinoa for real
gamemasterchris2k1: *smiles*
gamemasterchris2k1: that would be cool
lady_blue_skyrose: i can't find the "girl" one
gamemasterchris2k1: want me to look love?
lady_blue_skyrose: nm
lady_blue_skyrose: ^_^
lady_blue_skyrose: lol
lady_blue_skyrose: what is your weapon of choice??
lady_blue_skyrose: my whip! damn im kinky^_~
lady_blue_skyrose: lol
lady_blue_skyrose: too funny
gamemasterchris2k1: *gasp*
gamemasterchris2k1: heh
lady_blue_skyrose: that's an answer choice
gamemasterchris2k1: ah
gamemasterchris2k1: *kisses her*
lady_blue_skyrose: lol, lots of "kitty" answers here lol
lady_blue_skyrose: it's so very laughable
gamemasterchris2k1: heh
lady_blue_skyrose: but i won't :p
gamemasterchris2k1: and which test is this angel?
lady_blue_skyrose: FF8 girl
lady_blue_skyrose: same u took
gamemasterchris2k1: ah
lady_blue_skyrose: do u see yourself as a seed??
lady_blue_skyrose: no, seeds are for makin pretty flowers!!!! like
sunflowers!!!!!! o0o0o0o0ohhhhh kitty playing with the daisy!!!!!!^_^
lady_blue_skyrose: /:)
gamemasterchris2k1: heh
gamemasterchris2k1: I bet thats a Selphie answer
lady_blue_skyrose: must be
lady_blue_skyrose: i konw i'm not her
gamemasterchris2k1: *smiles and kisses her*
lady_blue_skyrose: :(
lady_blue_skyrose: i'm not Rinoa
lady_blue_skyrose: :((
gamemasterchris2k1: who are you angel
gamemasterchris2k1: *hugs her tightly*
lady_blue_skyrose: you are quistis. mature, beautiful, talented with
your whip, an all round kool person...... stop chasing younger boys u
cradle snatcher!!!!!!!
lady_blue_skyrose: i didn't pick the whip answer >.>
gamemasterchris2k1: I wonder if they're aware that shes the same age as
everyone else? maybe a year older if I remember correctly?
lady_blue_skyrose: really, she's the teacher tho
gamemasterchris2k1: but its quite fitting angel, mature *stares into
her eyes* beautiful, and quite talented even if not with a whip, and
more than "kool"
lady_blue_skyrose: i didn't say that i was an outsider like 3x's and i
didn't pick this: a boy to protect me, duh! for my weapon
gamemasterchris2k1: I love you either way angel
lady_blue_skyrose: hee
lady_blue_skyrose: ^^; well thank you sir
gamemasterchris2k1: Im willing to change the story if you're Quistis
love *softly kisses her sweet lips*
gamemasterchris2k1: these people can kiss my butt
lady_blue_skyrose: huh? ^^;
lady_blue_skyrose: change what story? FF? lol calm down handsome
gamemasterchris2k1: heh
lady_blue_skyrose: what page are you editing?
gamemasterchris2k1: right now, Im adding a little conversation to our
saved convo/email page, Im probably going to add a little filler to our
pic page next
lady_blue_skyrose: k ^_^ i'll be on the main page and profile page
gamemasterchris2k1: okay my angel
gamemasterchris2k1: *kisses her*
gamemasterchris2k1: we need to plan a conversation for the main page my
lovely
lady_blue_skyrose: http://etrnl-rose.diaryland.com/quiz.html
lady_blue_skyrose: so u can see how pretty she is ^_^
lady_blue_skyrose: i was just going to start a convo.. then you can put
something and i can reply and so on until the info is there
gamemasterchris2k1: she doesn't rival you in the least angel *squeezes
her*
gamemasterchris2k1: may take a while
gamemasterchris2k1: but that will work angel
gamemasterchris2k1: *kisses her*
lady_blue_skyrose: at least it'll be authentic ^^
lady_blue_skyrose: *kisses him back, wanting to feel him*
gamemasterchris2k1: *holds his angel tightly to him, and slowly deepens
their kiss*
>>>>>>>>Has been Edited ^^ for content.
Can be retrieved in the bedroom<<<<<<<<
lady_blue_skyrose: well i'm finished
gamemasterchris2k1: *goes to look*
gamemasterchris2k1: I am too angel, so you can add your parts to the
conversation there
lady_blue_skyrose: yea i see ^_^
lady_blue_skyrose: i'll do so right now
lady_blue_skyrose: hope u don't mind but i thought the color would help
distinguish b/t who's talking
gamemasterchris2k1: I was thinking the same thing
gamemasterchris2k1: and wanted to ask you
gamemasterchris2k1: how do you want to do that angel? I was thinking
simple black and white
gamemasterchris2k1: that way it will not clash
gamemasterchris2k1: your choice
lady_blue_skyrose: hm, well i already made mine purple lol. pink
was too bright and i'm guessing white won't go so well with that shade
of blue
lady_blue_skyrose: i tried navy but it was almost too dark
gamemasterchris2k1: hmm
lady_blue_skyrose: maybe next to the purple it won't see it?
whatever color u want love
gamemasterchris2k1: how about we just put in the text now, then when
its all finished when can change the colors and make it look perfect
gamemasterchris2k1: will that work?
lady_blue_skyrose: *nods*
lady_blue_skyrose: hope u don't mind that i already did those in purple
gamemasterchris2k1: worry not my lovely
lady_blue_skyrose: ^^ k
gamemasterchris2k1: love
gamemasterchris2k1: don't you need to go to sleep?
lady_blue_skyrose: yes
gamemasterchris2k1: you have work tomorrow do you not?
lady_blue_skyrose: yes
gamemasterchris2k1: I don't want to make you feel even more miserable
my angel
lady_blue_skyrose: it will not be u
lady_blue_skyrose: i have chosen love
lady_blue_skyrose: and i did nap from 6ish-8:30
gamemasterchris2k1: do you believe thats enough?
lady_blue_skyrose: i'm not staying up all night
gamemasterchris2k1: to make up for however long we stay up?
lady_blue_skyrose: it is only midnight love
gamemasterchris2k1: well angel, I believe I have to depart anyway, my
mother is becoming angered
lady_blue_skyrose: k-es
gamemasterchris2k1: Im sorry
lady_blue_skyrose: i was about to leave anyway :p
lady_blue_skyrose: *hugs* have a great day tomorrow and GB!!
gamemasterchris2k1: *kisses her sweet angelic lips*
gamemasterchris2k1: likewise my beautiful angel *hugs back*
lady_blue_skyrose: *kisses him back*
gamemasterchris2k1: might I be able to see you tonight my love?
lady_blue_skyrose: yes love
lady_blue_skyrose: my bed is always open to u
gamemasterchris2k1: *smiles*
gamemasterchris2k1: then I know you won't be startled when my arm wraps
around your shoulder and I pull you close
lady_blue_skyrose: *giggles*
lady_blue_skyrose: ^___^
lady_blue_skyrose: ^_^
gamemasterchris2k1: goodnight my angel
gamemasterchris2k1: *kisses her once more*
gamemasterchris2k1: bye-e my sweet love
lady_blue_skyrose: bye-e
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